i havent done this in awhile... cuz im always myspacing.... lol. but yah

so today in adv. dance.... we were doin lifts (like cheerleading lifts but better bcuz cheerleaders sucks and dancers r the best.... but ne waiz....) and so i was the lets call it... the "flyer" and so the 2 ppl who were lifting me kept throwing me so far horizontally but not up at all so i wud go flying past my spotters lol.... and that was not wat my teacher wanted.... so my spotters went back a little so i wudnt go past them again.... but it turned out that my lifters didnt throw me as hard this time and there was no one to catch me bcuz my spotters had moved back and soo.... i went BOOM!. lol. it sucked.... and i was in shock.... and while i was falling i thought i was gonna break my arm again... but yah it just kinda hurt but im okay. so all is good.....

and something else is on my mind....

so i feel kinda "left out / unwanted" cuz theres some of my very close friends who i have known my whole life.... who lets say are in a group that does something every other week or so.... and always ask a certain someone to "be" with them and not me.... i was never asked... and i seriously wanna do it but watever.... so i guess this is hindering my "walk" bcuz i feel like the ppl i can rely on to help me and encourage me.... only discourage me and make me feel unloved and unwanted cuz they never ask me to do this certain thing with them..... so im not saying any names.... but yah.... this is just like an on-going thing...and have just been feeling like this... for the longest time.

come watch me dance @ the MSHS V-SHOW

nov. 17.18.19

7:30pm

yah so i havent updated in awhile... and i thought i wud...

-it was me and mark's 5 monthary on oct. 21st.

and yah nothing else really happened. lol.

-im goin to a wedding this weekend.

thats it... ima go take a nap b4 work.

peace out

as i procrastinate on studying for physics.......

here are MSHS homecoming pictures from october 1. 2005...

our group

a bad pic of the girls

better pic of the girls

mike and annie and mark and me

me and mark

me and mark again

me and baby again

me and gene

annie and i

 me.... i look even shorter then i really am in the pic. lol. dang.

me mark annie in the limo

me and mark in the limo.

kisses after the dance :)

sunglasses....

lol i havent updated in sooooo long! ne waiz.... yah i have orchesis practice soon soo... yahhhh... maybe ill post up homecoming pics later? but i gotz a physics 2 test tmr that i need to study for so yah..... ne waiz... im random i kno.

peace out.